1st day of the year

yday..send him forward message wish him happy new year he din even k to reply..
i think he already feel that im annoying...am i so that annoying or he noe that already???
or or maybe i too desperate di...???i reali duno..ish...tomolo i'll be back to ipoh lur..
cant always update this blog liao..so i think i will write it all down...haha...mayb sum ppl think it is weird but i reali like to look bk wat i wrote before this...sumtimes myself i lil childish and silly...but the feel after all thing over and you get to see the progress once more...you will realise wat's the mistake is..hehe....and i like to write diary since i was small but everytime after i wrote i dun even noe where to hide it..cause i feel i was to personal to let everybody see...so mostly i throw it away after i wrote it......and everytime when i feel sad i also will write it all out..dden i'll feel more comfortable..and more chill..hehhe...not that geram di also.....baby mic i really hate you sumtimes when you dun reply msg although i noe is not necessary for you to reply mi but i reali hope to keep in touch with you....but i dun feel you hope so....i wish the reason you din reply cause you're too busy or forget after seeing the msg cause celebrating new year eve...abd not purposely or feel that im annoying....hais..hope so.....
p/s:stil in love with you