celebrating mum bday...

hehe today went to ate steamboat with my whole family to celebrate mum bday...
happy happy ate alot..just told myself to diet just a few hours ago but stil eat so much..haha nvr mind larh since is my mum bday..took lots of pic but in bro phone so cant upload it today..too bad...haha
just now i go eat steamboat a guy sudd come over to mi when we want to go home that time...tell mi my phone vv nice wor..N82 but act i just holding my bro phone..haha...
den duno y sudd go tell mi that his phone no camera ger..blah blah blah i ignore him and just got into the car..den my bro say his car vv dirty maa..too much dust until can write words on it already den that weirddyy guy pulak ask my bro to spray the car to pink color wor...cute* wor..i was like ...huh??pink*???guy???..haha...funny lo...say wat ar...white color cool ni pink cute ma..spray larh lidat...haha...i bro say that he is gay where got guy want their thing to be cute..and like pink ger...den i took pic until gor phone..hobis bateri...reali on lack battery till on phone also cnt ger wor...den kena scolded by dad again cx ply ppl phone till x battery...haha..watever larh..like i k bout him...



Yday cham ar mi!!!!yday nite just reach kl not long ago den i watch tv in the tv room larh everyone is inside there..but i was so blur cx jus awake den i sitting there dreaming...my eldest sis say i gona becum siao useless ppl di...think think think until cannot think anymore so stop dreaming luking at the corner...i was like SWT!...i was just sleepy larh wey..but she keep saying im not...so wateva
DEn after that i go take something frm outside...first step i step in the tv room again the first thing i heard my sis ask is...WHY YOU 2WEEKS DUN GO SKUL FOR 3DAYS AR????den i say exam larh skul teacher din teach cause already done teaching until that bab di...she was like yah..dun believe mi..den she say dun k no matter wat frm now on must go skul everyday..dun k got teach or not..if not i stay home do wat wor...since i dun study at all..and so stupid got so bad result for pmr...
den i say larh my class vv lil chinese they all already pakat dun go skul so takkan i go skul face all the indian malays the whole day without talking....my jie scolded mi too.say if i want to pretend so high class wanna stick to chinese ni so why dun i get beta result to get in beta class?that all my fault give mi chance to study i dunwan to study properly...next time come out apa pun tak jadi...
den i also fei si argue with her just let her do all the talking but beside she my dad and another sis keep on tokok tambah say ar...i reali din study everyday everyday din go skul...bah blah blah..i also dunwan to talk to them much just let all of them scold...
all of them ask mi to stop study larh if always dun go skul and so stupid get so bad result so can save more money and can earn my own money frm now on...my heart damn painful lo when i hear all those things that they said..
but i still keeping quiet cause i dunwan to argue anything just let them think and say want they want to..if i argur they lagi teruk..
my sis also say if this mid year test i got bad result den for the whole year CANNOT go anywhere just can stay at home no need to ask for any permission also....the ans must be no...cause i dun earn the freedom...just cause im stupid...so...okay larh..
my dad lagi teruk say i everyday only noe how to take his money wor...eit pls larh everyday i go skul i dun tak money eat wat???shit???or did you prepare something for mi to eat in skul...
my mum the best cause she din even scold mi a words...

i swear this time i reali got study seriously for my exam but wat i got is just maybe reali like wat they say i too stupid and lazy...but i did wat i should the 3 days that i din go skul i reali got study properly in home...dad say i on the tv to study sure watch movie din study..but honestly i purposely on those that i've watch before so that i just need the house to have some sound..everyday in home also alone without any sound imagine larh how creepy would it be..hais...i cry like hell yday...but they all think i deserve to be lidat cause i lazy stupid dun study porperly and always go outing with friends wich they always dun agree to let mi out....
BUT I REALI REALI GOT STUDY GAR!!!!!!!!!!!!NOW IS JUST THAT THEY MAKE MI FEEL LIKE BETTER NOT TO STUDY CAUSE GOT STUDY OR NOT ALSO WILL GOT SCOLD AND NOBODY BELIEVE ME SO WHAT AM I DOING.....???THEY"RE MAKING ME TO THINK THE NEGATIVE SIDE..like i always do during f1 and f2 but frm f3 that time i already become a gud gul i dun do all those bad bad things and i dun lepak and vv seldom hang out di...but they still saying that i always go out...HAIS....sad life....wat a life m i having now????
i relai dunlike it..i prefer what i've got during standard 6 much more better

sad nyer...miss your party

aiyer so sad larh force tom iss your party...everybody also got go so meriah i tak dapat go...see those pics also jealous jor....hehe..but watodo rite already past lur sumore fated to be cause everytime wanna go out celevrate your bday i also got something do gea...either going kl or dad dun let come out..or something else that make mi cant attend your celebration....so sad...and such a waste lur this year your celevation was like you know..damn fun man...so regret that i miss it...
haha everytime i miss going out with you guys den later see you guys pics yau feel dou if i were there den so good..den i can feel the atmosphere rather den just seeing the pic..and later inskul you all talk about it den mi yau duno wat you all talking swt larh rite i dunlike lur..tats why i alwasy dunlike to miss outing btw my parents always here cannot go there cannot go....wat larh..ish..how old am i now?16 i think i can go out to anywhere i like lur..but the prob eveyting is transport..till now everytime need to go out also no transport gea....aiyer so fan when can i ge a license?so that i can go out myself haha or a bf also nvm haha..cause he can fetch mii.....buahahhhaha...i think this is the beeter idea but den is vv hard for mi to find one cause now a days all the guy fren also din contat di and din go out lepak di so din know any new guys..tt also diff di not like last time de tt everybody also i now cause this is the center and everybody already have their gang no need to know new freinds also can survive but back then was like every one go tt alone den ni mit up some new fren i prefer last time tt more then now^^..
but then nvm larh things will nvr be the same for all the times...so im trying to acept and dal with wat i have now..haha i'll stop here i think if not i think it will be a never ending story otherwise..wahaha...too much things wanna update but next time sin larh nexti time sin larh cause some vv long story and lazy to type out...wahahahaha.....

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picha of mi..

hehe...geram yday laptop rosak di...

luckily today i dapat fix it jek..weehee..so dang happy...

so sor larh mi..yday so grumpy bout the laptop..hehe...and today can watch twilight

second part till the end..wahahahhaha...lum larh that movie..i like edward so much.hehe..and bella and him so chan man..although im a lil out wahaha now ni watch but nvm i plan to watch it again tonight..teehee...

hehe...and i promise and give myself 5 months to forget bout him...hehe

only 5 months no lng and not short time i think i can forget him gea...sure can gea..gambateh wang minli..you noe you no need to relie on other to survive..see see think think you already 3 months din see him din comunicate much with him also can survive till now..and can do things better den last year a lil liao..so mean you already grow mature bytime to time di...

today^^today mi and jie sot...damn busy stil go take pho..wahaha

1st day of the year

yday..send him forward message wish him happy new year he din even k to reply..
i think he already feel that im annoying...am i so that annoying or he noe that already???
or or maybe i too desperate di...???i reali duno..ish...tomolo i'll be back to ipoh lur..
cant always update this blog liao..so i think i will write it all down...haha...mayb sum ppl think it is weird but i reali like to look bk wat i wrote before this...sumtimes myself i lil childish and silly...but the feel after all thing over and you get to see the progress once more...you will realise wat's the mistake is..hehe....and i like to write diary since i was small but everytime after i wrote i dun even noe where to hide it..cause i feel i was to personal to let everybody see...so mostly i throw it away after i wrote it......and everytime when i feel sad i also will write it all out..dden i'll feel more comfortable..and more chill..hehhe...not that geram di also.....baby mic i really hate you sumtimes when you dun reply msg although i noe is not necessary for you to reply mi but i reali hope to keep in touch with you....but i dun feel you hope so....i wish the reason you din reply cause you're too busy or forget after seeing the msg cause celebrating new year eve...abd not purposely or feel that im annoying....hais..hope so.....
p/s:stil in love with you